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And there in lies your problem:
It was different when you pretended I was dead. For the past 10 years, I tried with all my might to remind myself what a monster you are. I tell anyone who is interested in me long enough to ask, “why are you so fucked up, what happened to you?” I was thrown away so…
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I have a feeling l used to be something;
To whom it may concern, I am a victim of a violent crime and have lost my housing because of this. I am currently homeless and living on the streets most of the time unless I get the money together and rent a hotel room for the night. I’m telling someone because it occurs to…
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To whom it may, or may not concern.
Please excuse Joslynn from today. Possibly yesterday as well. I wasn’t there to see if she needed an excuse yesterday. But as history has been repeating itself. She’ll probably need a few from last week as well. This is the doctor, my name is of little importance, seemingly just like hers. More than likely no…
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Red licorice
I happened upon his doorstep, in late June of 2015. In hindsight, I can see Mr. Esq was the person that was supposed to reign me in, Gary’s way to control by proxy. Mr. Esq. Was my first step. I had been “thrown away” so many times I didn’t even realize my wardrobe was consistent…
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Surprise me, I don’t need or want to plan that.
That’d be cool. But you’re the first person I’ve told and I don’t think I’m ready to talk about it yet. Until I know more at least. I never tell anyone about my health, I’m embarrassed to be so sick and on my own. The only thing I’ll say about it is I’ve got annoyingly…
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I get a little closer to closing this chapter.
It’s something. I guess, a person like me, I should be happy with anything I get. The shit sandwiches and black eyes. After all, I have been and believed I was, something you flush. I love my son, I wasn’t allowed to see him for 6 years because I have a mental illness. OCD. And…
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Forgotten memories
I stumbled across an entire year of writing one sleepless night. This, these essays are originals and they were written during the darkest, and most enlightening time in my life. A time I didn’t think I’d survive, but I survived. Dead on my insides, dangerously dead. I am so good at surviving I almost believe…
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Control
What is your mission? The day I met him, all I have ever wanted to be was his mother. The suggestion by all involved in my life or simple passerby’s that my chosen partner who helped me create this beautiful life was dangerous and and very dark. Ominous and vindictive, words that my family used…
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This is a real question,
Time to be honest and ask for help. I have been with my fiancé for 7 years, I have always had a great respect and have cared for him, I have never been crazy with desire for him. I have never felt like that for him, in fact it’s not been an issue because he’s…
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Did anyone else see that?
What brings a tear of joy to your eye? Did you hear that? Actually, wait a second, did anybody else see that? Yes. “Son, if you don’t do it you’ll regret it for the rest of your life, hold your breath, close your eyes…..and just fall back. I’ll be here the whole time, trust me,…
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Never enough
To my father, motivational, and made me who I am, The Surviving member of your clan. I couldn’t drink your Kool aid, and although he does not recognize it, I am his daughter. I am the youngest of his children. He threw me away 10 years ago. He was my first and last heartbreak. I…
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To whom it probably doesn’t concern three squares and a cot.
Your Honor, I stand before this court today, not as a mere statistic or a name on a case file, but as a living testament to the profound impact of the crime committed against me. My life was forever altered on that rainy night, and the scars—both visible and hidden—continue to shape my existence.…
I am AnxietyGirl; leaping to the worst possible conclusion in a single bound.
She held her breath and jumped. My personal blog.
I am AnxietyGirl; leaping to the worst possible conclusion in a single bound. 